Father knows best

i (word thats more than like but not love) angel =] Shes soo selfless and patient. Im sorry i keep doubting you. Your great =D

Haha im really doing well, my brother Jeff is a true blessing and i thank God for him. He saved me from my old habits. Of course i wont be changed overnight but i got to work hard at changing my habits. My Bad HAbits...



Procrastinating.
Late Phone Calls.
Not Checking Planner.
Getting TOOO involved.

my grades arent doing to well. i just didnt do one of my essays and then i missed a test. -_- whats wrong with me? Lord i pray for guidance and remove this spirit of bad habits. Thanks for always listening and being there when i need you. I dont lust you God, i Love you and i accept all that you do for me. Good or Bad, Father knows best.

Lauve

For God has loved me in a way that i can not understand. He loved us so much that even though we do not deserve to go to heaven God gave his own son so that we may have the chance to be born Again. Thank you lord for your spirit and son and your gracce and mercy. For a love like yours is unmatchable and i can not go on being loved by you if i can not love others in the same way. For how i am loved, for who i love, determines how i nlove. And God you are Love so in that very respect give me wisdom and dont let my lust get in the way of my desire or decisions. Thank you for the wonderful lesson last night. =]

Angel

I have lost my phone and i usually call angel about every night. This week for the first 3 or two days i just forced my self to sleep, then i lost my fone so i had no choicen but to just sleep. I think i had a dream about talking to her o the phone? weird. IM SO WEIRD!


She has been sucha blessing to me, spiritually for the most. At first she didnt catch my eye, i really didnt like her at all. She was that girl who thought she could play music and i thought i was better. But after re encounter i sat with her on the bus and we talked. I got to know her more, i was open to her and i saw her. I was sitting right next to her. I got her number and started calling her from time to time. I enjoyed our talks and i enjoyed getting to know her.

Of course there were things going in my head, that i cant say here. but its just tough. i have done things for her that really raised my standards. I once sang in a quartet to serenade her for valentines day. Something i have never ever ever done before. I just do all these things for her and i could not stop thinking about her. She would answer questions about God for me and when i call she wouldnt even talk she would always listen.

i dunno whats up with me now but i dont think of her anymore. Not as much as i used to. For the same reasons that stopped me back then. I think it is because we are really different? i told her to wait for me, and i told her i think she should be my first. But i also told her that im sorry that i am like this. And i also told her to please understand. Im picky for a reason because i know what i want but i just cant explain it. Shes there everything that should be good in a person is there shes not like all the other kids in this generation shes out of this world. But theres things that make me iffy and i dont know if i want that iffyness in my life with someone.

I dont feel bad and i dont feel good. I am just thinking this through. I am attending intervarsity and yes there are girls, there are pretty girls but i havent got to know them so i cant say that i like them. I dont think i like anyone. again. =[ or maybe i am being analytical. im sorry im sorry imsorry. Im just confused and iffy. I dont think God talks about relationships or boyfriends or girlfriends, just wives. Weird ey? so what do they do? i dont know. This will pass by and i wont even remember this but i dont know, its like im forcing myself to think about her.



But on the good side, Me and God are becoming super buddies. And i know more about the bible and im elarning super faster than ive ever done. Teach me more than just your word God Speak to me, speak through me.

i have a test

and i have not studied once again, i got tot get my priorities straight. I am using God as an excuse for education which is definately a bad thing. So i think ima have to get off the computer but thats how i do hw? What am i suppose to do?! ughhhh God give me guidance and shine your light upon my path so i can walk in your direction. Father give me peace.

Homecoming events

soooo last night, i went to a talent show and i was with the intervarsity crew. They cool, but the Apsa and AB samahan and frats and sororities had WAAAAYYY more spirit. I wanted to go all out but was not sure if our group was going to beat. But im sure everyone had the same mentality. =[ oh well. Anyways in between the shows they had this dance off and saw my friend cv dance. he was pretty good and thought i could od it. Unfortunately i afile =[ what a way to waste my humiliation, but i am kinda proud i went up it was an oppurtunity that i took and i didnt lose anything and Intervarsity was repped =] WOOHOO IV! JESUS! hahaha they were like playing club music and paul and i were like rapping for God. And then the other groups would dooo cheers like AAAA BBBBB!!!! then the rest of their group would be like SA MA HAAANNNNNNNNN!!! ALL LOUD with spirit. And then paul joked saying JEEEEEE SUUUUUUUSSSSSSS!!! and then i started cracking up. It was weird, cause we should be able to do that. hahhaa i mean not that its not allowed but its not "cool" This world that we live in, this generation were going through really got their priorities and interests mixed.


Oh and today this afternoon, i was the spokesperson for IV's fashion show group, turns out i did good cause i was funny? but i analyze myself and downgrade a GRIP! but i was just helping out so im stilll glad. I realize that all the leaders are like seniors fourth years and Mina Nelson and I are the only really active freshman which makes us the COOOLIEST! B] Oh and congrats to my lil bro who got his license today. I prayed for ya. I am kinda sad he got it before me but its ok. I want to say that my excuse was because i was busy during the summer 6 weeks dorming at sdsu and during school, musicals, dance taems, President of choir, bible club! mannn it is alot compared to jeff buuuuuttt... he got it first fair and square. Congrats again. Lalallaa I saw michelles Blog today and it inspired me to write today as well =] Hi Michelle! lest be blog buds haha

Oh and i learned how to fix the JIL website =] Thanks Josie! And theres a new vid for the CYNyoutube i hope it gets more noticed so people will know Jesus is Lord and more people will come!!!!

college

its getting serious and i must keep up and keep on

Crazy

God never ceases to amaze me. Ok so lemme break it down. I have to wake up an hour and a half before my class starts. 30 minutes to ge raedy. and at 8:00 have to be at the trolley to get to sdsu by 8:45 in which my class starts at 9:00 See i was late tody and left the house at 8:11 and got on the trolley at 8:15. so i am indefinately late. But as soon as it started, in 10 minutes i am already on the green line. The ride was so fast but i sincerely beleive that it was God working. Its so amazing and i Praise God for that! woohoo never cease to amaze me. I was 10 inutes early today. =]

Jarell Mique

Yes its my little brothers 14th Bday so this is for him!
Happy Bday lil bro hope you like the uke and i hope your realize how big God is in your life.

About to study

Oh no my special litttle blogspot! Dont die i will water you today!

Well 1st and foremost!
THANK YOU GOD!
you really outdid yourself this time by providing someone to pick up the phone for me. I mean i lost it at SDSU! not like in highschool where i could go to the lost and found and its likely to be there. NO SDSU is like 12 Morse High schools and there are diferent departments. But despite that God made a miracle and this is just sooo crazy. Lord God i will praise you in the STORMS! Only in problems can god create miracles. So praise him in your problems (storms)


haha okay soooo The youth actually made this song which sounds lie two bridges.
Angel showed me this really cool way of playing the piano to fill the empty spot that always bothered me.

Youth is pretty chill, my smallgroup is like me my bro and k. mark who talk and the other dudes bsides justin is quiet.
And i want to buy his uke but im not sure how much it costs.


Sunday service
Our monthly focus is servanthood.
Somethings that stick out
-more leadership books that servant books
-Jesus called himself nothing and came to earth to serve
he did not choose where to serve he served in all areas that God provided him.


Serving is a privelege

Sure there are other people better than you but God chose you. It is a privelege. Moses was the worst public speaker but God chose him to Lead the israelites out, God chooses the people you least expect. We must consider our abilities as ways to serve God. Because to serve is a privilege and we must NOT lose our priveleges.

phone =[

My phone is going to die. It lost its way and i have no idea where it is. Though i am in this current predicament, God will make a way. Thank you lord for this situation for only in problems can you show miracles. =D As i have learned from Job, I will accept your blessings AND your trials.

Awesome God

Dude i sooooo want to do this skit. Ima send it to Kuya Z to see if he can recreate the background.

Songs
Awesome God- Eden's Bridge,
Awesome God- Hillsong United,
Returns A King- 300 soundtrack
Fever Dream- 300 soundtrack
Lead Me to the Cross- Hillsong United,

Cast
6 girls
4 guys

Im thinking...
Abi Raga
Andang
*Dian
*Janell
Michelle
Alrene


Me
Chris
Jeffrey
Adrian

Intervarsity

These cats are so nice =D they give me more comfortability in being Christian. Met a couple more guys and these other chicks. I have a bad problem, when i meet alot of people on a certain day its hard for me to remember one of them. haha. Well i met this guys named JC Julius Caesar navaro? iono but turns out he's my kuya Marks Friend. How cool is that? They used to do cell group and they go way back. He lives near me and after intervarsity, everyone like goes out to eat and hangs out all the time. Kinda weird reminds me of XI but its pretty cool! get to know people better. God is not a common subject though but i made it. I followed up on John and when we prayed and what not. It's really cool. I met this other guy named Paul the lead singer of the worship team, and i met Sarah this girl who always wears a clipboard hmmm


LIST TIME!

John: Guy i prayed with
Kevin: First Friend
Beau: First person i met
JC: First filipino friend
Paul: Lead worship leader
Drew: Theatre class guy
Minsy?: Freshman girl like me =D
Who else ...
OH the military guy who i totally diss but i think im going to go to his bible classes now. Its always before Intervarsity.


You guys are really nice. I hope to get more involved!




"Being Christian is not an attribute, It's a lifestyle." =D haha

Gods Favor Pt II

sooooo i really didnt mention this earlier cause i was really embarrassed about it. I had a test, 1/4 test in the semester and i chose not to study for it. Well i tried in the trolley and it really didnt work out. It was a tuesday 3 weeks ago and i was not in the mood. I prayed earnestly for answers and provision and Gods grace and i really did not get anything. Turns out it was one of those tests that are like, man i should have studied a little more. Cause it looked so easy! if only i knew a couple of things AHHHHHHHHH. but then today. We were learning about probability and i did not study either. I was dozing off cause i have like this stye like thing but you cant see it in my left eye and i just could not see so it was really hard for me to take notes.

I just gave up and dozed. Then i woke up in time right be4 the quiz when the teacher was saying.
"alright, anyone want to try replacing their grades with any of these?"
He held out a stack of tests from 3 weeks ago that people have not picked up yet.
"its easy. if you pick a grade higher you get that grade, if it is lower you get a lower grade."

See there were a couple things running through my mind.

1. These people who have not picked up their test have been gone. They have been absent so what more if they took that test. I have been to every calss except one and they beat me already by a day, at least. So who knows if they got a good grade?

2. Someone picked up their test today for being absent after 4 days of class, he had an 85.

3. i got a 70.


So i raised my hand and found out i was the only one who did. everyone was like. ohhhhhhhhh i woke everyone up cause of the excitement.

"Come on up" he said.

As i got up you could hear the classmates giggling
and this one Latina softly saying, "don't do it.." as i passed by.

But this was an opportunity and this test was something i was not proud of. I had to do something. While i was trying to maneuver myself out of the isle, as if it was at a movie theatre, the teacher was shuffling about 6 tests in his hand. I could feel everyone hoping/guessing/excited for what i was doing. It was pretty cool. Then i chose it.

I flipped the test and saw an 80. Wasnt bad definately better. But man an 80! thats ten points higher! Thats waaaay better than a C. As i walked back to my seat, i wuickly turned around saying,

"Wait, you don't know my name?!" everyone laughed.
As the teacher released a quick giggle, he said

"alright alright just write it on your quiz ill give ya your ten points" '
And to top it all off, i saw the quiz and quickly recognize it from stats! How cool was that? im pretty sure i did really well, besides its 5 points for taking it and 5 questions each to add to those 5 points. possible 10? im sure i got 4/5 of em right =D I then wrote in bold and big letters at the bottom corner of my quiz
PLEASE GIVE ME +10 POINTS
~Adrian Mique The guy who picked the test
i finally got to leave early!

Wow it's really cool. God's timing. thas all i got to say.

new scholarship im trying for...

Pray for me =D

its a $5000 scholarship and i never did one that requires writing till i saw this. So i decided to give it a shot =D

"Dear Friend,
the only reason your reading this right now is because I won. No I don’t mean the money, nor this scholarship. This prize that I have won is beyond what I can contain and I must share it with you.
You are here because you need money. For whatever your reason is, or circumstance you’re in, money is getting you down. School seems so pointless to pursue because there is no one to look up to. Media is just portraying people who left school and got “lucky”, people who are the “IT” of today. Sure they’re rich & happy. But are they really living the life? These people you see on TV are the worst examples of success, you need to look at the real world beyond that computer and look at the two people who bought you it. The same people, who bought you clothes when you were cold, fed you your favorite food when you were hungry, and put every effort of love to create you. They did not feed me so that I could grow to beg, buy clothes so that I could steal, they didn’t love me so that I could run away! They did it because they knew I was going to be somebody when I grew up. So what did I win exactly? I won the realization that I have to make my parents proud, to go for what I believe in and let nothing get in my way. Not even money. "